Post by Ryan Jackson on Jul 1, 2013 14:59:34 GMT -8
JacksonRyanS.  Ryan Scott Jackson| Twenty one |Eric at Disney land |Straight| Education of the Deaf I don't patronize I realize PERSONALITY Generally Ryan is a pretty chill guy, most of the time. If you mess with him he’ll get you back with some stupid prank or maybe sleep with your girlfriend it all depends on the mood he’s in at the moment. He isn’t the type of guy to stay with one person long enough to get to know them, and maybe that’s because he’s scared to fall in love with them. He doesn’t like feelings, they scare him and he ends up dumping the person and running away because he doesn’t want to develop feelings for the person in question. So he throws people away like it doesn’t matter after he gets what he wants. He doesn’t really have an objection to fighting someone so if someone deserves it then they might get hit, but that doesn’t mean that he’ll hate you forever either it just means that at the time he didn’t like you and wanted you to get hurt, it’s really easy to make up with Ryan since he doesn’t hold grudges. A part of him believes that everyone is a good person even though some people might not act like it they have it in their hearts because that’s exactly how he is. He’s quite a trouble maker, and likes to take risks so if you hang out with him then you might get to experience some things that might not exactly be legal but are fun. Ryan really likes to have fun even if it bends the rules slightly, he has the charm to get himself out of situations like those, and avoid trouble most of the time. Something he hates more than anything though is when people compare him, or other people to others. He can’t stand it when someone says that so and so is prettier or smarter or better at whatever, because he grew up getting compared to his older siblings, that is probably the one that that will make him mad more than anything else, so be careful what you say around him.
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Name: Ryan Jackson
Age: twenty one
Grade: Junior
Gender: Male
Hair Color: Brown
Eye color: Brown. But he wears blue contacts when he works.
I'm loosing myself and i'm half asleep
History: Ryan was the youngest of the Jackson children, before him there was his three brothers James, Jason, and Matt, and a sister Savannah. His parents were definitely well off enough to support these kids, and they were very happy with them. After his parents had Matt, they decided that they were not going to have any more children, that was until his mother found out that she was pregnant with Ryan. Needless to say he was the last child they had, and they made sure of that.
Growing up Ryan was always compared to this older siblings who did good in school, and made good grades while he acted stupid and told jokes he got in trouble while his brothers and sisters got awards for being good students. He got sent to the principal’s office for stupid things, while they were getting tested for gifted classes, and his parents didn’t understand. The more they tried to push him towards being like his siblings the more he rebelled and the more he acted stupid and got in trouble.
His mother was always at school, since she was involved in everything, and he embarrassed her. She acted like she was ashamed of him sometimes because he didn’t measure up to his siblings. That was the only way he figured that he could get attention though. When he did something good, his parents never recognized it, when he got a good score on a test or good makes on his report card his parents told him to try harder and make the straight a’s just like his siblings. When he walked into a class room the teachers compared him to his siblings, and expected him to be like them, he wasn’t.
The farther he went in school the worse this got, he could never find a subject he was interested in, and he didn’t have a ten year plan. He didn’t know where he wanted to go with his life he lived in the now. When people asked him what he wanted to be in the future he said that he didn’t know and he never felt good enough for anyone until he met a girl that he felt like he didn’t deserve. All his years of school he had never been noticed by anyone, because he was just sitting there making noise, and doing stupid things. He never got the affection he wanted, he got negative attention, and after a while his parents stopped caring.
His brothers were football stars, his sister was a cross country champion, the class president, and valedictorian . He had no chance of living up to them, even though he joined the football team, and played, he wasn’t as good as people expected him to be. He was never smart enough to live up to his teachers expectations, and no matter what he joined he ended up getting kicked out. He joined the debate team and couldn’t keep his calm during a meet and got in trouble and causes his school to lose.
It was all an act of him trying to figure out who he was instead of trying to live up to the reputation his family had, and it didn’t work. Towards the end of his freshmen year he was on his way to the office once again for disrupting class, and he was reading the referral the teacher had given him when he ran into a girl. When he picked up her things he accidently handed her his referral and grabbed her schedule as he headed to the office to get his punishment for disrupting class.
That was when he realized that he had her schedule instead, and they had to call her down to the office to get it back to her. That was when he learned that she was deaf, and the principal had the oh so great idea that Ryan was going to show her around and keep her out of trouble, at first he resented it, but then he started to enjoy it. He actually learned a lot of sign language and they ended up becoming close friends.
Her dad owned mechanic shop and let him work there, and he was happier in her house then in his own, he even ended up learning sign language so that he could talk to her. His parents though weren’t as accepting and told him that he was going to end up getting hurt and that he needed to focus more on school work then on friends and girls, but he didn’t listen as always and it was true he ended up getting hurt when she moved across the world to go to college, and never said a word of goodbye.
Good things came out of that experience though, because after a while he decided to move on, and became a different, not so much better person, but found something to do with his life. What was he supposed to do with that knowledge of sign language now? Well since he wasn’t good at anything else in school he took that and decided to go to school. All those tests had told him that he should become a teacher, you know the career ones? He never understood them.
His parents told him to do something that would make money, teaching deaf kids that was ridiculous. His James and Savannah were in law school Jason was Premed and then there was Matt being a star once again and playing for a college football team. That time he went off on his parents, he told them he hated them and that the standards they expected him to live up to were ridiculous, and that they were so unfair towards him his entire life, he finally told them how he felt for years and stormed out.
A few days later his dad called him and asked him to come over, and agreed to help him pay for school doing whatever he wanted to do, as long as they didn’t tell his mother. Since then he has been getting along with his dad quite well, but to say the same thing for his mom would be a lie.
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